My family seems to think that I have Attention Deficient Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD). Since it wasn't named when I was a kid we didn't worry about it. This time of year, when things for me to do other than sit around are limited. I always have an overwhelming feeling of guilt because I should be doing something. Where am I going with this? I usually go to bed around 9.00 watch the Daily Show and drift off. Now, I don't drift off, I just lay awake for hours. I am not worrying about anything, I just can't go to sleep. I have read books, which sometime help but not now. Doreen has suggested that I listen to soothing music at bedtime, lower the lights and take some of her hokey medicine.
Most of my music is not soothing so I downloaded Bolero which is relaxing but it causes me to think of Bo Derek. The other night I was looking for "Ghost Riders in the Sky" and oldtime favorite. There was Johnny Cash and a bunch of others but they just didn't hit me right so I downloaded the "Outlaws" which I had never heard of but looked like a bunch of long haired freaks from the 70"s (my people). I didn't know what to think the first time I heard it but then it attached to my brain and has been there since. It is a combination of cowboy, the Venture's Fender guitars of the 60's and a rock band combined. I still don't sleep at night.
